Saturday, February 25, 2012

Kasihi diri sendiri Sebelum Mengasihi.

Assalamualaikum. :)

Tengah2 scroll home kt FB terjumpa 1 video yang buat hati dan minda terbuka. :')

sejak dua menjak ni selalu teringat kat Wahidah.sangat2 rindukan beliau.selalu bukak wall kat fb.sume yg komen cakap rindu kat ieda. sy tau kenapa dyorng rindu ieda.i know you and there is something special about you from the first time we met. :')
Rindunya pada sahabt yang x pernah lekang dari nasihat.i miss that moment.

sy rindu nak makan dengan ieda.
sy rindu nak solat jemaah dengan ieda dan sesi luahan perasaan ieda.
sy rindu bila ieda sorang je dapat detect sy ade problem by just look at my face.
sy rindu sifat keibuan ieda
sy rindu nak tengok ke-kreatifan ieda hias bilik dengan pembalut gula-gula.
sy rindu pelukan ieda.
sy rindu baring atas riba ieda after solat.
sy rindu saat kita utus2 surat bila ade x puas hati dengan something.
sy rindu ieda tengokkan sy punye tajwid dan taranum.
sy rindu dengan doa2 dan kata2 ieda yang selalu mendoakan sy x putus2.
sy rindu ieda sangat2.
sy rindu nak gurau2,gosip2,gelak2 dengan ieda.
sy rindu saat ieda urut kepala sy bila kepala rasa macam kena hempap batu.
sy rindu saat ieda tanya "xnak try pakai tudung bidang 60?tryla zie.chantekk.."tp hati sy x terbukak lagi time tu.cukupla pakai bidang 45.asalkan tutup dada.now i had that feeling but you are not around me to courage me,to watch me,to take care of me,to advise me.i know if you know about this, ieda akan melompat sampi ke binatang. i know you. :)
sy rindu ieda suapkan sy makanan.
sy rindu saat kita berdua sampi orang cakap kita macam belangkas.xleh berpisah.
sy rindu saat ieda layan sy menangis macam budak kecik.
sy rindu ieda peluk sy x kira masa.
sy rindu bila mulut ieda bising2 cakp sy pakai baju singkat walapun lepas punggung dah.
sy rindu ieda hari2 x penat nk bawak sy ke arah kebaikan.
sy terharu bila ieda cakp dengan sy mahu sama2 melangkah masuk Jannah.
sy rindu ieda yang bebel2 macam mak bila sy wat salah.
sy rindu tgk ieda yang cool,tabah bila ada masalah.
sy rindu senyuman ieda yg sentiasa ceriakan hati saya bila terasa penat.
sy rindu nak tgk ieda yg sentiasa membuatkan sy rasa bersyukur setiap saat.
sy rindu ieda ulit sy tido macam baby.

dalam kemanisan,ada pahit dan kita berjaya mengatasinya bersama2. :)

ieda lagi mature dari sy.double2 mature in life.
serius sy rindu.kalau sy ade duit melimpah ruah, sekarang jugak sy ambik flight pegi Mansourah.
sy rindu teramat sangat.
ieda,bilakah mau balik malaysia lagi?kalaula ieda taw sy sangat2 rindukan ieda.Terima Kasih Allah kerana menganugerahkan seorang sahabat sejati dan sy taw erti sahabat sejati melalui insan bernama Wahidah Binti Zamil. :')





Monday, January 23, 2012

Long Case.Holiday CNY.

Assalamualaikum. :)

Alhamdulillah, dah lepas end of posting exam for Surgery Posting. the frighten exam that i faced.siyes memag scary sebb long case is the exam that you are given one patient that you,yourself must find out what disease that the patient had within one hour.

kali ni we the 3rd rotation for surgery posting kena exam dekat Hospital Selayang.The first time ever.senior2 kitaorng pown x exam kt selayang sebelum ni.pagi2 dalm pkul 6.50am dah bertolak dr Sg Buloh.bukan apa.takut jalan jem.pkul 7.30 dah kena kumpul kt bilik seminar ward 4A.

i was the first group to start the exam which is 8.00am.fisrt time ni merasa orang first exam.cuak,cuak.dapt ward 7c.Urology ward.aiyak!kt sg buloh very rare nak dpt case URO.memang sangat2 jarang.for the 2 month that i at surgery Ward Hospital Sg. Buloh just found one case's URO.berdebar2 nak pegi ward 7c.

abdul rahim 58 years old had came to hospital with complained of blood in his urine.

The problem started since 5 month ago and getting worsen since 3 month ago. there is no aggravating and relieving factor but associated with polyuria,poor urine stream,urgency,hesitancy,post micturition drippling and had dysuria.
he also had LOA (loss of appetite) and LOW (loss of weight).he loss 12 kg within one month.
he was a chronic smoker which is 38-pack/year since his age 20 years old.
he was a retired supervisor at one company at Kepong since 2 years ago.
he doesn't have fever,any suprapubic or flank pain.there is no discharge coming out from the genitalia.

SUMMARY
abdul rahim 59 years old indian muslim had come to hospital with complainced of hematuria associated with polyuria,poor urine stream,urgency,hesitancy,post micturition drippling and had dysuria with background as chronic smoker and also had LOW and LOA.

provisional diagnosis: Bladder Cancer

Investigation:
-Routine assesment: FBC,LFT,RP,Coagulation profile
-urinalysis,urine C&S
-check for the Prostate specific antigen(PSA)
Imaging: ultrasound to look any abnormality of the kidney,urinanry bladder.
: KUB X-ray to look for any stone in the urinary tract
:cystoscopy to look the urinary bladder


ni la ringkasan pasl patient tu.time present dekat DR Shah and Dr Ramzi xdela present macm ni.must follow the scheme.hehehe

hari Jumaat ade exam OSCE plak.ade 5 station.4 station passive 1 station active.yg active tu soalan dy PR examination (per rectal).soalan yg writing tu not bad la.xdela sesusah soalan OSCE untuk PAED dulu.hee

HABES DAH EXAM!!!!SUKA SEBB DAH TERUNGKAI SEGALA PERSOALAN SOALAN APE LA YANG AKAN KELUAR.HAHA.

*harapan kali ini,harap2 result posting surgery ok.pass pown kira alhamdulillah.Syukur sangat2.posting surgery ni banyak ajar sy cara nak diagnose patient.Tq Dr andrean sebb banyak push kitaorng walaupun kadang2 kitaong terasa punyela seksa nak covered 6 bed everyday.seorang student kena covered bed everyday.YaAllah.memang terasa seksa dy.tp bnyak benefit dy.TQ DR!we Love you.hehehe

notakaki:lepas ni nak ajak fifi amek gambar kt wad surgery la.sebagai kenangan.we had done 3 posting!how the time flies without we realise.. :)